i’m trying to forget you as i wait for you to come back.
In the past year I’ve lost myself, found myself only to lose myself again. I don’t know who I am anymore. It’s sad and it’s confusing and it’s lonely and I don’t know where to go. I have a past I’ve been running from. I feel like I’m battling myself everyday and I lose every time.
I knew to the bone would be triggering. I can’t watch it without wanting to cry.
self care is breaking into nasa and launching yourself directly into the Fucking void